My Journal

Hey yaz all ma name's BeX....WELCOME....this is jus ma journal...Thers lots of un-interestin n borin crap if u dnt kno me...if u do..u mite find it interestin...or nt ...hehe....Tell me what u think in the blog! the more u sign it the happier i am figure of speach! lol Luv yaz all

~*~there are certain moments that i will always remember there are many spoken words that I will never forget there are thousands of emotions i will never stop feeling~*~

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Becca: thnks kc....whoeva u rlol

kc: man you are hot

kc: nice site

Carolina: Hey Bex!!! OMG I haven't spoken to you in soooooo long! You look great btw. Love the tatto. Anyway, I hope to talk soon. TC. xx

Hollie: Awesome journal. x

blackdreams: hello my friend's happy new year i loved ur smell because u r happy so if u want to make new friend im here ok aim waitting ur message bye ladies and that 1 boy ook

Walid: hey...I miss you so much!!!You have no Idea!!

BEX: ok my most recent entry aint finishes...js th next is bein a biatch os yue... more 2moz xbecca

BE: thankies x

Shayna: hey, MERRY CHRISTMAS, hope u had a great day, hugs moi!

BeX: woooo im loved :D

Shayna: Fely bad that no1 leaves u a msg so i jus wanted to say HI! Luv ya!

bravezila:

Markella: love the butterfly necklace and ur new shoes. the blue nose is so cute! [cute]

... hope ur having a great week

Eric: Hi there, just stop by to say hello & hope this find u well here!

BEX: sooo pissed

Paul: Hey there. Sounds like you and Jenny had so much fun in Italy, you lucky little things, I'd kill to go to Italy, I'd kill to go to anywhere, I'd kill for the hell of it! Yup I'm going to hell. Hehehe, talk soon xxx

Holz: hey hey huni! omg i miss ya so mch nd its bin soo borin not havin ma girly giggles wit ya! rlly glad uve settled in2 ur 6th form nd made sum frends! seevic is a laugh! enjoyin maself so far lol! ur hair looks so lovely in the photos have u dyed it agen? Neways bub im off love ya 2 pieces nd ill spk soon byyeeeeeeeeee! xxxxxxxxxx

Markella: your room's so cute!!! and i love the whole guy-girl game. so true. take care and i hope you adjust nicely and quickly (i'm sure u will though)

Markella: hey hun! how r u doing? nice pix! thanks for the comment. by the way, if u don't mind i did smth i wanted to do 4 a long time now - added u to my friend's list. take care and c u around

BeX: ANT won woooo :)

BeX: hey babe am fine. i duno which 1 it is lol i'll try find it. hvnt moved yet. on the 23rd i think.; hope ur fine

xxxxxx

Shayna: heya, how u doin, have u moved yet? PLease send me an email to ma school address otherwise i won't get it.

BeX: o ye got new glasses lol

Markella: hey hun! it's been long indeed. I hope you do well on all the exams you still have left to do. I finished today and i dunno when i'll get results... anyhow! i'm feeling crappy too these past two days (hapiness never lasts long in my neighborhood). but it'll be ok. hope u cheer up soon!

take care

bex: omg js failed my maths GCSE! so hard :'(

BeX: Hey babe! HELLO ye am doin fine :) howz u?? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Shayna: Jus checkin in to say "HI"! Hope ur doin ok. XxXxXx

BeX: yay lol told u so...i fell in love firs time i herd it on da radio!

xxxxxxxxx speak to ya saturday babes

KKS: Hehe things r funny when confused... OMG i luv tht song "lonely No More" u were rite, its awesome! i really wan the album now!

BeX: haha u crack me up KKS bt ye it did sound like u wz in love wit me HEHE glad u corrected tht :P i luv u 2 bt as a friend lol ..... miss u lots n lots!!! xxxxxxxxxxx b

kks: not wit u! thts wht it looked like when i reread my message lol, im in lurve wit a GUY, for the record

KKS: bex, u look purty!! ur hair is awesome blue/black, so cools. ah im so happy and in lurve.... sorta, i think, yeah..... :D

BeX: hey C....am great how u babes? xxxxx

C: Hey Bex! Long time no...read. Lol. How are you?

BeX: hey ma huny! how r ya? glad 2 hear frm ya..miss ya lots n lots xxxxxx b

KKS: hey gurl! man so embarassing, i lost this link:P but now i found it, yey!!! ur site keeps changing, its awesome!! i lurve it. gonna do some more exploring, so tc byeee

BeX: Js wanted 2 say HELLO 2 ma hubby Rich!! Wel done wit tht rubgy game n GD LUK wit da nex 1.....xxxxxxxxxxxxx

BeX: Thanx i guess :)

Rev. Handy: Great site.... God Bless!!!!

BeX: yeh evryfin is gd fanx...howz u C?

C: Hey Bex! How are you? How's everything in the UK?

BeX: Hey babes...anx 4 visitin...its preety cold dwn here lol...got snow lol///:) miss ya

Shayna: YO, hows everythin up in england?? Down south its pretty warm...

BeX: Hey yall! anx M... Miss u C!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

C: Hey Bex! How are you? So so sorry that I haven't been on msn in ages. I'll talk to you soon.

Markella: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO HUN! May you get everything you've ever dreamed of and much much more. *kisses*

BeX: o n walid u got what?!?!? omg...

BeX: hey guyz...soz 4 not updatin for sooo long..but hvnt had time plus like fern sed sites messed up 4 sum reason...will fix it in a bit...neway..yeh merry xmas n happy new yr 2 all :D miss ya loads xxxxxxxxxxx ps..greece wz great anx :D

Walid: Hey bex, you haven't heard from me in ages cuz I got kicked out of my house....SO I haven't forgotten you...Merry Xmas

fern: * messed

Sunday, January 22nd 2006

21:21

random, ma old entry got deleted

I feel.... tired
i'm lisenin to.... if looks could kill - a heartwell ending
i'm chattin to... jen, tow, dan
I wana... go out :P

Photos from nights out this month

Keishy n me

Pauly n me

Me LeeAnn n Keishy

Me n LeeAnn

LeeAnn Keishy n Me

Me n Jen

LeeAnn Me Keishy n Jen

Jen n Paul

LeeAnn n Me

Tow n Me

Me n Pauly

Me n Jen

Me n Pauly

Jen n Pauly

Me Jen n Pauly

Anth n Me

hehe they wer gd night out .... had a gd laff....had a few 2 drink

I'm not depressed ... I just hate everything about me
I'm not a horrible person ... I just let everyone down
I'm not an outcast ... Everyone just hates me
I'm not an alien ... I just dont belong in this world
I'm not in love ...I'm just constantly thinking of you
I have a life ... I just dont do anything with it
I'm not a mistake ... I'm just not supposed to be here
I'm not addicted ... I just have to have it
I'm not a sinner ... I just cant do anything right
I'm not crying ... My eyes are just full of tears
I'm not living ... I just keep breathing
I'm not stupid ... I just dont get it
I'm not weird ... I'm just different
I'm not a punk ... I just act like myself
I'm not a fuck up ... I just make mistakes
I'm not beautiful ... Its only skin deep
I'm not emotional ... I just have a lot of feelings
I'm not immature ... I'm just growing up
I'm not laughing ... I need to smile first
m not perfect ... I dont want to be
I'm not ignoring ... I just choose not to listen
I'm not impatient ... I just dont like to wait
I'm not happy ... I do have sparks of joy
I'm not tough ... I just dont take shit
I'm not clingy ... I just wanna be held
I'm not opinionated ... I just voice what I think
I'm not questioning ... I just have my doubts
I'm not hiding ... I just want to disappear